Last night, I went to a party. The topic of anarchy came up, as certain people had interest, obviously I have identified as an anarchist since 2024. I can get pretty nervous about identifying as an anarchist as the definition is pretty wide. For the most part, the definition would mean no masters no slaves, which I agree with. My extreme stance is that slavery still exists through the state. The average american citizen would be considered both a slave and a master. The idea of the pyramidial structure, where one person takes one command from someone else, and then the other person gives a command to someone below them. We have become very controlling and controlled by one another, held back in a sort of way.
The idea that anarchy would never work, is one of the biggest lies. The greatest lie is that truth doesn’t exist. People think that! In my conversations with people, they totally don’t think truth exists. That’s not good. That’s a problem. If you think Truth doesn’t exist, we can’t move forward in anyway. Exactly, people don’t want to move forward mentally and spiritually. It’s the same old same old, stuck in that routine. I was discussing this last night! With going to the regal cinema.I would go do that all the time back living with my mom. Moving to the city disrupted this pattern, and leaning forever away from the television screen.
Some people don’t worry about it. Last night, at the party, people were watching sports games with adverts. To me, that is spirtually sick. I would say that. I would say advertisements are inherently evil. It’s a byproduct of the captialist machine. I am not in favor of a monetary system. I am soooooo against it. We should be assisting one another non-coersively. Like brother and sister. It’s like, someone in your family, if they needed something, you’d help them regardless. Sadly, now days people want every action or move to be benefical for them outside of the giving back to another human. Just giving to another human should be the reward itself! I’m helping my friend take care of his dog, and at first I would’ve been fine to do it for free, he’s throwing me some cash, which is really nice of him, but at first I would’ve just done it to be helpful. It’s also that training the volunteer aspect of being around a dog. I want to be better with animals!
Anyways, back to the anxious thoughts. Anarchy. I wanted to break down my worldview, I was just scared! So I got really awkward in conversation, it was just such a bummer. Oh well. Maybe next time I see that person I would be able to discuss my thoughts on the state. It becomes super difficult when certain friends or family members work for the state. I know people who are anarchists who would never do that. It would be a boundary violation for them. I don’t think it’s the end of the world, to have some friends, I don’t have to be best friends with them, I don’t have to tell them all about my life. It’s just that, I want to up-front on my worldview. I want to talk about it. That’s real. I don’t want to talk about sports. I don’t know sports and I don’t want to know sports. It’s a bread and circus.
We are purposely distracted. Consumerism is antithetical to anarchism. So video games for example, I would consider them extremely dangerous. It’s the goal of the social engineers, to have locked in our cages (rooms) numbing ourselves out socially. We ‘socialize’ with people online and play video games. The idea of social replacement, when it comes to netflix and youtube. I really resonate with that. I want to totally get rid of my gaming consoles! I really want to make a stand against that stuff. At first, I wasn’t looking at anarchy in that way, yet now, I am like,‘no, I must change this aspect of myself. Playing video games AT ALL, is a waste of time. I have books to read. I have exercise to get done. I have people to connect with in person. I want to cook, bake, make food.
Going forward I will make an effort to have my thoughts heard by others, instead of getting awkward when it comes to anarchy.
- Aidan Hellrigel