yo fam what up. I am posting again. I took a break because I was going into extreme mode “I can’t use my lcd laptop display” so I would want to wait for the Boox. Which, hasn’t come in yet. It should come in later today. I haven’t been posting because I have been in extreme mode. I wonder if I will be able to post with my new tablet. It was like 670 dollars I believe! Very expensive. My mindset? My MacBook Air isn’t going to last forever. It isn’t designed for doing my work. A colored e-ink display would literally prevent me from watching a video. It’s an expensive solution I understand, I am also getting rid of my MacBook Neo! It’s finally wiped! My new work flow would be, to use the Boox device for eBay and that would be good enough. I also bought the keyboard cover, so I can also use it for typing out my stuff. I would say I had to take a break from writing out my blogposts, due to my extreme nature of removing from my life. I have sold my Apple Watch, I still have my iPad, iPhone, and MacBook Neo. I would honestly, lower the price online, just so I can get rid of them. Rid myself of the temptation. Now, my computing power is much smaller. Good. I want my computing life to be small. That way my actually life is being lived. I have found myself calling people more. Having ACTUAL discussions. That’s just the natural cause and effect of deleting social media, removing myself from the internet.
My new work flow would use the MacBook Air I have, (DebianBook Air) for my blogposts, I have also used it for calibre software. When it comes to using the internet, I want to see how far the Boox will go, because I would probably remove the web browser at that point, or just avoid using it. That’s the problem. Using the web-browser! I don’t like using the internet. It’s a distraction. I am also going serious mode, where I don’t watch movies, television, use any social media. It’s just making my life loads better. I wonder if it would be possible to do everything on eink. That’s my goal! Then, I wouldn’t feel as guilty, playing video games with friends, the few times I do a year, or watching movies with friends. It’s a treat. It’s only during those brief moments.
Honestly? Video games ARE lame. I am thinking of the wacky package. “Lame Boy” I’ve been getting into wacky packages again lately. That’s a good hobbby to have. It’s simple. It speaks spiritual truths. If you play video games, odds are it would hjjack your dopamine centers, and hook you in. It’s a coping skill for the inability to socialize, or the fears of socialization.
The song “Highschool Never Ends” is so good when we discuss socialization. The song discusses how the highscool “cliques” always exist.
I now have the Mudita e-ink phone device. I have my kindle, DebianBook Air. My dream workflow would have the Boox, Mudita, and Kindle. I want to sell my Google Pixel! I would want to sell allllllll my gaming devices! I still have 2 wiis, gamecube, 3ds, dsi, UGH. ! I want to get rid of them. What’s stopping me? The amount of excuses I have made for them. Gaming is something I want to kill in my life. Board Games are the games I would want to play. Board Games are good for breaking ice between people. Video Games, Movies, Television, ALL CRAPPPPPP. Yeah, we are going to really get to know eachother by watching a fucking movie. Good luck with that. I have lived that life, most of my life, and it just doesn’t work. Fuck the tell-lie-vision. I replaced my television with B O O K S. Even though I primarily will be reading on my e-ink displays, having books is nice for aesethic purposes. `
I decided to get rid of the BOOX tablet. It was 670 dollars. I can’t afford that. It doesn’t even work all that great. I will use pen and paper for hand writing notes. I was in over my head over that device. 660 is my rent, so that whole tablet and keyboard combo was about my rent! No thanks. This my laptop is 80 dollars, it runs linux, it does even expect work. I can block toxic websites. I can focus on using apps like calibre, and writing out blog posts. I don’t need a BOOX tablet. If I were to replace this laptop with Boox, I would, I would just end up having both though. I am able to set boundaries with this device too. Now that the MacBook Neo is now cleared, I no longer have to worry about Apple. I will sell the Neo, the ipad, and my iPhone. I will use this as my computer. I will set better boundaries, and only use certain websites sparingly. Just focus on dissolving my accounts, my throughly. I would say, at this point, I have done so much with hardware wise, getting rid of my monitors, tv and tower computer, that having a laptop, is good enough. Thinking back, my mindset would be to get rid of my smartphone, which realistically, I am not going to get rid of. I can just use my Graphene OS for work, during work hours. SPARINGLY. My fear is getting back into it. I don’t want to get back into social media, and I want to be firm about my boundaries with tech usage.I am using my laptop to type out my thoughts right now and it works great. The BOOX tablet keyboard sucks, and I don’t need it!
I can just use this for blogposts, my calibre functions, and certain websites I HAVE to access. I can work on my boundaries, and remind myself that I am doom scrolling on brave-browser. WOW. One Tribe came on my shuffle. Man, I love this song. It’s all what I am all about. We are one. We are one tribe. We are one race of people. The color of your skin??? Pffff. Your favorite band does not divide us. We love peace! #freedom
My lungs sort of hurt, and my skin has been drier than usual, I feel a bit “fatter” as I haven’t been running, working on changing my tech boundaries. That’s okay. Now that I no longer have the apple stuff, and have removed those devices, from my work flow, I also get rid of my iPhone 13s that I had through old insurance claims, that I didn’t know what to do with.
I have been watching my friend’s dog. It’s been great! I love learning what it is like to spend time with dogs. I walk him 3-4 times a day. I am going to hangout with someone I haven’t seen in a while later tonight at 7pm. I am nervous, it has been 2 months since I have seen them! This song though makes me feel great.
Blessings to all, I wish I could write more, I would yet, I wrote some more! I love my website, I love humanity, I love all #apagelove